Dear Diary,

I know it’s technically still the same day but I just wanted to write down that I totally shaved my head bald today and decided I’m going to start my nofap journey again that moment I shaved it. I’ll start growing my hair back when

• I get out of my dayjob.

Yeap nah that’s pretty much the only time I’ll allow myself to start growing my hair back

Persophene might not like it if she finds out but in a way I guess you could say I’m also doing it for her.

I mean if I had my awesomely luscious hair then women might keep on approaching me and I really don’t need that distraction right now

Oh yeah by the way one I had a dream last where the devil made me listen to some music and I was like bruh come on I need to hear it more and he conveniently placed the headphones right to my left ear. The lyrics were hard to make out at first but when he placed it closer to my ear it was going like

“Rolling, rolling, rolling, Gonna need your name signed here”

the moment I made the lyrics out I felt darkness envelope my body while the song still played repeatedly and I was like

“aaaah yeah where do I sign?”

but I had to make sure I was breathing because I knew it was another one of those sleep paralysis episodes I get quite often and they usually come up when I subconsciously stop breathing or something because it always feels like it was hard to breathe whenever I had those kinds of dreams.

As soon as I was sure I was still breathing suddenly up from above my head a light started to appear and cast the darkness that enveloped me away. He was like

“not yet.” or “It’s not time yet”

and then I woke up thinking damn where the heck was I even supposed to sign though lmao

These two entities really be fighting over me like I don’t already know that they’re one and the same.

Fuck you dad! I’ll get rich on my own terms!

still love you though Luci don’t get me wrong.

That dream rightt there was the one that made me 100% sure they’ll never stop giving me song ideas through my dreams. Better get busy learning how to produce for “god” I guess lol I’m still gonna just use their music as ideas to make my own muahahhahahahhahahahahaha

I Am

The ONE, and ONLY, Anti-Christ!!!

〜Pandora

April 25, 2025

🦄7/8/1AC