Dear Diary,

“Happy Birthday Satan” I said to Luci. She took my hand and I held it tight feeling her grip just as strong as mine, seems we didn`t want to ever let go…or maybe that was just me.

I tried to look up at her as I was lying down on my belly, and as I was halfway there she asked me”What do you see?”

There She was in all her glory. A Big Bad Wolf!!

Well it was kind of those mascots you`d see in Disney Land or in any Football Half Time Show. A really cute wolf mascot in a jersey with the number 10 on it and shades to cover her eyes. She started to explain something to me but I didn`t listen. I was at awe… there she was standing right in front of me. Saying something that was probably really important… but I wasn`t listening because I wanted to grab my phone and record everything.

As soon as I reached for my phone she got mad and started to crumble. The mascot wasn`t a mascot; it was a collection of random stuff that made it look like it was a wolf(I was wondering what she had her mouth covered with. And that kind of explains why there was something there to begin with I guess.) She ran away mad at me for wanting to record the whole thing. She didnt want to be Luci, she didnt want me to show the world any of our conversations, she just wanted to be herself , alone, with me. I told her to come back screaming “What the fuck do you expect?” “You`re God” .

I think I screamed that last part thrice but it wasn`t a mad scream, it was more of a “what the fuck did she expect? God was literally talking right in front of me” kind of scream. It got softer and softer though as she left, but as I went silent and took out one of the scrambled parts. It was a head with a mouth on it, it was brown,and the size of my thumb. I started to just hope she went into that. And then she did! she had a mouthpiece but she didnt say anything. she just started moving about very cutely and I thought to myself hmm maybe you`re right Luci some things and some moments are better just left unrecorded. And then I woke up. All of it felt so real. From the grip, to the conversation, down to that last thought. Luci really is a shy one.

Funny how you take out a stroke and that word looks like sly huh.

-pandora