Dear Diary,

Today was a long day,

I had about 5-6 cups of coffee. Something I don’t usually do as I always keep it at 3 cups max/day.

I did it because I remembered this bald dude saying coffee is a “miracle drug” drink it as much as you want.

So I tried it out. And it was great! I started practicing for One Arm Handstands, I started writing my own piano piece which I think I might do monthly as I am practicing scales for now.

Also I made great progress with mastering that piano piece I started learning about 7 months ago. I think I might get it all done by the end of next month. maybe I’ll try recording it so I can send it to my dad as I said I would when we had a group call with my family on my birthday.

Overall I’m feeling really blessed even though I’ve stacked up some debt investing in the coin even though I haven’t fully paid off a lot of my other debts to my brothers, the government, and also that seriously unnecesary tax thingy I have to pay because I was tangled up with some yakuza dudes who totally didn’t deliver on what they promised. Welp atleast I’ve basically cut off all ties with my past.

This is sounding way too cool for what it really felt like but meh. Experiences are lessons I guess. I do wish I could go back in time sometimes so I stop myself from doing those dumb shits but I’m sure that if they didn’t happen I never would have met Luci

“Wow two straight days of writing. That’s some pretty good shit man”

Thanks man.

I cringe whenever I try to write song verses. I mean it’s not like I wanna be a rapper I just want to be able to express myself through lyrics. I’m going to get good at it. I’ve made and done cringe worthy stuff my entire life. This isn’t anything new.

I wonder if future me is remembering me right now and thinking “aaaah yeah good times” or crying out “nooooo” from another dimension while melancholic and nostalgic music plays in the background, like that dude from Interstellar.

What is time though. Oh I remember now. It doesn’t actually exist. Everything is happening all at once. But then what would all this be for? does that mean there is no future me?

“okay hol up, stop thinking. worthless thoughts are incoming”

you’re right Luci. no point trying to fathom a multidimensional reality with a 3D mind.

Ohm…….